i realise something

i finally get it, the things that you asked me, the things that you tell me. i finally get it. i'll be strong enough for all, i always do even it is hard in the beginning. i will. i finally understand.

random again. :)

im bored, and while waiting for my movies to buffer i shall tell you guys about things that i truly want in life. that doesnt mean that i can get them. :)

1. Porsche cayenne


my dream car. :). as if i have lots of money to buy one. i would like to own this when i have my own family later on. :)

2. owning my own chocolate shop

weird right, but i seriously heart choc alot~! :). a dentist - to - be wants to own a chocolate shop. haha, funny but i love them so much. one thing about choc that is that when your sad and feel miserable about yourself, the only thing that can cheer you up faster and efficiently is choc. they will always be there whenever your sad, moody or happy. they will never let you down like others. they will stick by you like a glue. :).


3. do you see a map?


haha, sorry, i cant find a map that is clear enough for you guys to see. this is a Europe 's map. i would like to go there one day. if possible, i would like to do my master there. :). i want to travel all around the world, and the first place i would like to start with is europe. :)

random. :)

random. :)

whatsoever

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends
And her snotty little family
All dressed in pastel

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid
Somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is surely not
What you thought it would be
I lose myself in a daydream
Where I stand and say:

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

Fun gestures are exchanged
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march

And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems I was uninvited
By your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle
Like a pageant queen
But I know you wish it was me
You wish it was me, don't you?

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

i dun think i can see eye to eye with you anymore. skrg tgur sket je msti nak gaduh. rilex ar.

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i cry more often nowadays,i dunnoe why. but it just happened. easily feel sad and easily cry. why is it my heart is so unhappy? hurmm. i wish i could smile like before. lately, my smiles oso macam fake. susah gile nk smile skrg. i think i lost my happy soul. now, it only full with sadness and sorrow. i wish i was heartless and invisible pls~!!