if you still remember, i went to melbourne, australia after i had finished up my SPM. hurmm, and now, i might be going to gold coast and sydney. im so scared, that maybe i wouldnt get my result as i expected that it would be. i know, that i can't actually do anything right now. but i am scared. i hope, and i really hope that i would get good results for this sem. you guys don't know how it broke my heart to see my SPM results. Until now, i still can remember the pain..
Friday, October 23, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
hangin out wif my best budd~ =DD
we had our lunch after watchingwhiteout movie
nj was showing her poker's face. =DD
love ya so mucchhh.. thanks for hanging out with me~! =DDMonday, October 19, 2009
make me thinking.=(
you always make me thinking, ever since im in form 1 and you in form 2. you always trying to come close to me, waiting for me to come to school on the bench near our school gate. i still remembered the days that you picked up your guitar and played it to me during our conversation on the phone. i still remembered the days, that we looked at each other with a smilling face. the face that i've been longing since then. i still remembered the days, that i will try to peep at your class so that i can have a glance at your face. but then, it changed when you choosed to enter mrsm langkawi. all that change.
after that, we barely talked to each other. when i tried to call you, you were busy. so, after awhile i tried to forget you since it looks like that we really were not meant for each other,you with your own things, and me with mine. it broke my heart ever since that,because i never get the chance to say i love you to you. yes, we do things like other couple would do, but we never declared it. your so caught up trying to get so many girls to notice you until you forgotten that you've opened mine to yours.
when i've moved on, couple with other people, you would called me asking me whether its true. obviously, i would say yes. but the way you asked me, as if i've done something wrong. as if, you're asking me to wait for you. when i asked do you have one? you denied it. so, you made me felt guilty. but then, i still kept on coupling with as many people as i want.
seldomly, you will call me asking me how am i doing. but as i said, seldom. like im not that important to you. as if, im just a friend.
it touched my heart when you called me during my spm. at that time i was studying for my biology paper. i couldn't study. so many things that i needed to read and memorised. i was so stressed out, but you were there for me, giving me advised. you even told me that if i was bored and need someone to talk too, i can always call you.you even played the guitar for me to released my stressed. you were my inspiration. i got 1A for biology paper thanks to you. you really come to me on the right time. =D
after that, we became closed. closer than before, at that time i don't know the secret. but as we chatted through ym. i asked you once more, do you have a girlfriend.. you were silent for awhile. and then you replied. you said yes. but its complicated. i was so heart broken since then. i almost when out with you on that day. but i couldnt since my grandma was sicked at that time, so i needed to rush back to my aunty's house in kl. if not, i will definitely fall for you again. it showed that you and i were really not meant for each other. it really opened my eyes.
but now, this raya you wished me slamat ari rya at the last day of rya. i asked you why now, you said you definitely cant be the first because its already late, and wishing me in the middle would be clince and you prefer to be the last. i was speechless. but he was abit upset since i just said okey. he thought that i will be happy. but then i told him that i will remember it. =(.
am i pathetic? am i overeacting? for god sake, he has already has a girlfriend but he keeps doing something that i find it sweet.maybe as a friend right? who am i kidding, he's my first love. everytime he does something sweet to me, it will make me fall for him. i know that if we are destine to be together it will happen also someday. i will wait for it. but if your really not meant for me i hope i will find a better guy than you. someone who can really touches my heart and understand me. not making me wait for you.
after that, we barely talked to each other. when i tried to call you, you were busy. so, after awhile i tried to forget you since it looks like that we really were not meant for each other,you with your own things, and me with mine. it broke my heart ever since that,because i never get the chance to say i love you to you. yes, we do things like other couple would do, but we never declared it. your so caught up trying to get so many girls to notice you until you forgotten that you've opened mine to yours.
when i've moved on, couple with other people, you would called me asking me whether its true. obviously, i would say yes. but the way you asked me, as if i've done something wrong. as if, you're asking me to wait for you. when i asked do you have one? you denied it. so, you made me felt guilty. but then, i still kept on coupling with as many people as i want.
seldomly, you will call me asking me how am i doing. but as i said, seldom. like im not that important to you. as if, im just a friend.
it touched my heart when you called me during my spm. at that time i was studying for my biology paper. i couldn't study. so many things that i needed to read and memorised. i was so stressed out, but you were there for me, giving me advised. you even told me that if i was bored and need someone to talk too, i can always call you.you even played the guitar for me to released my stressed. you were my inspiration. i got 1A for biology paper thanks to you. you really come to me on the right time. =D
after that, we became closed. closer than before, at that time i don't know the secret. but as we chatted through ym. i asked you once more, do you have a girlfriend.. you were silent for awhile. and then you replied. you said yes. but its complicated. i was so heart broken since then. i almost when out with you on that day. but i couldnt since my grandma was sicked at that time, so i needed to rush back to my aunty's house in kl. if not, i will definitely fall for you again. it showed that you and i were really not meant for each other. it really opened my eyes.
but now, this raya you wished me slamat ari rya at the last day of rya. i asked you why now, you said you definitely cant be the first because its already late, and wishing me in the middle would be clince and you prefer to be the last. i was speechless. but he was abit upset since i just said okey. he thought that i will be happy. but then i told him that i will remember it. =(.
am i pathetic? am i overeacting? for god sake, he has already has a girlfriend but he keeps doing something that i find it sweet.maybe as a friend right? who am i kidding, he's my first love. everytime he does something sweet to me, it will make me fall for him. i know that if we are destine to be together it will happen also someday. i will wait for it. but if your really not meant for me i hope i will find a better guy than you. someone who can really touches my heart and understand me. not making me wait for you.
lost in my own world~ =)
i don't know what i've been thinking lately, but ever since i entered uitm, shah alam. i've been so depressed since so many thing that had happened to me but now,i've grown up. things are getting better. im trying to be as much as positive as i could. for me, leaving in other place, really makes me more mature. so, as for now,im happy with the way i am. but im trying to be the better person that i could in the future. =D
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
afta test~!!
time kitaog kt ktm. abit embarrass since kitaorg mcm perak naik ktm.haha.
almost slah train. xreti bca sign board.haha. ;DD
boring2. snap pix dlu. sblum smpai ktm kitaorg naik buses n taxi. pnat gile~!
me n quyah( ququ) :DD
kamilah, mua, n ququ. +_+
huhu, soie dh lma xupdate. n yg nie kitaorg kuar afta finish up all our tests for this sem. damn~! how fast the time flies.. and now, im just waiting for my final. huhu. actually, im not waiting for it. aihh.. so, sad lar. this raya i cannot enjoy it to the fullest. ;((( i hope lmbt sket raya.huhu. so, dat lmbt sket for me to take my finals. hee... back to the story, we went to sunway pyramid by using buses, taxi and ktm.haha. xprnh in my whole life g shoppin mall using so many public transport.reached there smua mcm nk pengsan. bt then, afta lookin at the clothes, shoes, handbags smua segar bugar blik.haha. sengal gila. ;DD. we reached back uitm at 12am. haha. i couldnt tell my parents. if they know, surely they will kill me. huhu. notty nabila duk shah alam. alahai, bkn slalu.heee..
raya?? :((((
hurmm, raya?? i hate this raya. i dun get to choose my baju raya coz got no time for that. i hate that baju raya so muchhh... i dun get to raya wif my aunt, uncle, my kazens~!! i hate final exam after raya. hurmm. i reali dun look forward for this raya at all.. surely not nice wan. need to study. plus, need to wear the baju rya that i hate. aihh. wat is raya act lik this. hurmm. ;(
Sunday, August 2, 2009
updating things that i did on my birthday. ;D
read this post from down to up kay~!! huhu. sorryy for the inconvenient. :D
syafeena pn ada.haha. kesian dia. asked her to come jusco early kot.dh lar dia xtau jln.haha.kesian tul.huhu. bt thanks coz dtg to clbrate my birthday~!!.hehe..ktaorg mkn kedai siam.xigt nma kdai tue.huhu.coz shikin nk sgt mkn ikan apa ntah.lpa plak.ala, ikan yg slalu ada kt kdai2 siam tue.haha. pas2, i nk mkn tom yam.huhu.sdap kot.huhu. yummyy. full mkn kt c2.huhu.pas2, ktaorg headed to shikin's hse. sent her bck home. then, went to sunway~!! wohoo.tgk pelham 123 gn diaorg n mak syafeena skali.mak dia sporting gla kot.bt pity her mom n her coz kna blk awl. pas2, went to fetched my mom.hehe. tgk2 my mom kt kpj bm.aihh. i dh lar dunnoe the direction.haha.end up,pgi blk ker jusco bli BIGG APPLLE~!! huhu. ting n jwa bli secret recipe~!! mkn2 while waiting 4 my mom to arrive.after she arrived we headed home~!!. tp byk present kot~!!hehe. ;D.thanks u guys~!! love u guys so mucchh~!! huggsss nn kisssesss~!!
time kt toilet gan nj~!! wah.. i reallii reallli mishhh her alott~~!! liyana too.aihh.slalu dpt hang out skali. even though kta jauh wif each other, tp we stil love each other n besties 4 ever. ;D. bt this time, liyana xcuti, so, xleh nk lpak skali.aihh~!! too bad..
time ambik shikin~!! jmpa diaorg time cuti jer.aihh. xbest tul. even though, dkt gan shikin. bt then, stil xsmpat nk jmpa. study asasi nie tiring n u dun hve time 4 urself.kna catch up byk kot.aihh. xper lar.just 1year. kna make full of it lar~!! coz akn tntukn whether im takin medic or dentistry.huhu. :D
okie, after mkn kt subaidah,pergi kt keta. tgk2 keta kna tahi burung~!! gross gila~!!! dh ar byk.klu sket lain ar cter. sbar jer~!! pas2, g umah shikin. had to fetch her plak.huhu.birthday gal kna fetch gan rmai org. aihh.birthday gal jdi driver.ish2.. pity me..wa.. hehe.xada arr. im so glad diaorg leh kuar. klu xclbrate sorang ar.aihh. sbar jer. ;) love them sooo muccchh.. pas2, pnjam paip kt umah shikin.haha. cuci my mom's car dlu.karang bising plak dia~!!.huhu.
i woke up early .haha. birthday gal lar katakn.haha.no lar. not so rjin.huhu. woke up early coz kna send my mom to her work place.b4 dat, i fetched ting 1st.haha. i fetched her at 7.30am.haha. early kn?huhu. she kna wake up early bcoz of me.haha. after sent my mom, go fetched jawahir~!!.wohoo.kesian dia. janji at 9, bt i fetched her at 8.15.huhu.kjam i on my birthday.huhu. pas2, bwk diaorg g subaidah.breakfast sma2.huhu.lma dh xwat mcm tue. n ktaorg mkn byk gila kot~!!.kta nk diet.sbar jer.aihh.. ;D
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