thanks nisha for bringing me out~!!wohoo~!(:

okie,basically today actually i don't have any plans.but then,around 11.ooam,nisha called me and asked me to go out with her.and at that time i was not prepared yet.since i was still on my bed. sleeping.so, u get the picture that i just only woke up when nisha called me.haha.what to do.its holiday time what.but,if nisha didnt call me and ask me out surely i'll be in bed snoozzing back to sleep. so, back to my story, nisha and i reached sunway around 12.00 at noon. btw, nisha drove us there.hehe.me and nisha alone.when my mum knew about that, she called me right away just to ask whether we safely reach.and asked nisha not to drive to fast.haha.mom~!!.what to do.they always like that.hehe.then, we booked our tickets.the confessions of a shopaholic.after that, we had our lunch at kopitiam junction since i didnt take any breakfast yet.i was starving at that time.hehe.nearly finished up the food.the food was in a big portion.so, u get the picture.that i was fulled like hell.hehe.(:.. after that, we walked around the mall until 1.30pm (the movie started at that time) the cinema was well.totally peopless.haha.if ada lar that word.haha.a few people only watched the movie,not even 10 people~!! we kind of lucky because there was a few people there. the movie was damn awesome~!! cool like hell.if i can rate it.i'll give it 10 over 10.hehe.damn nice.full of love, sadness, romantic, angry, and it was very funny indeed.hehe.to all people out there.please do watch the show ~!!.haha promoting the show plak. the producer should pay me for this.haha.:)

feeling active n kindda happy today~!! all of these for my lovely teachers.

today,i woke at 10am as usual.hehe.around 12.30 i followed my dad to his bakery.then,i xtahu y today my angin kira okie lar.so, i've decided to give a hand to kakak2 yg kerja kt my dad's bakery.so, time icing the cake i pun ngada2 lar nk icing skali.haha.borink if pegi ther doin nothin act.so,tolong2 lar sket. i main icing jer.i didnt tink oso wat to do act. i just do it without thinkin.hehe.pas2 end up 2 be like da cake in da pix.hehe.cute x

haha.mcm bdk2 btul.

pas2 tiba2 jer im thinkin of bakin cup cakes 4 da teachers at skwl.mmg time nk ambik result igt nk bake them cup cakes.tp xjdi. nsib baek xbg on dat day.dah lar i nangis like hell. nk bg cup cake lgi on dat day?haha.sure xjdnya lar.nnti end up i antar blk cup cakes 2 kt dad's bakery.btw, since i ada mood so baked them lar. myb can even promote my dad's bakery.haha.mna lar tahu kn. so, i baked around 48cakes. tp bg teacher 40jer,since my grandma.owh.lupa nk mention her nme.dia pn ada gak ari2.sibuk2 ajk i g bakery. as usual bila i wanted 2 bake the cup cakes.surely my grandma nk gaknya.so,i gave her 8cup cakes.n the rest bg kt my teachers.




i realli hope the teachers will like it.hehe.i've baked the cup cakes wif full of love n sincerity. i want them to know that i realli do appreciate all the things that they had done for me. love them so much..:).feel like crying plak.wa.. sdey tul that im not going to be in the school anymore.hurmm.;(

what a month~!! full of misery n sadness ;(

this month i realli learn wat is life act. baru i undertstand dat dlm hidup nie u cant get evrythin dat u want. n bru i understand dat life is not always fair sumtimes. just dat u hve 2 accept it da way it is. kadang2 apa yg kita mintak kita xdpt coz myb ALLAH dh beri rezeki kt kita kat benda lain. n myb ALLAH xbgi kt kta apa yg kita nk coz takut kita akan mnjadi bongkah. tp if u fail doesnt mean u goin 2 fail 4 da rest of ur life. hidup kita xakan berhenti di situ jer. if kita gve up. dat means kita give up on ourselves. it shows dat kita xada faith dlm diri sndri. sbb setiap kesusahan msti ada kesenangan in da future. n plus myb ALLAH baru nk uji kita whether kita nie setia n dpt menerima apa dia bg kt kta. ALLAH itu MAHA ADIL. dia dh wat n susun perjalanan hidup kita dgn baek so dat kita dpt mnjadi lebih matang in da future. n for dat ALLAH. i accept everythin dat u gave me~!!!

bnda yg make me realise dat u cant get evrythin ur way is when i dpt my result spm. i oni dpt 9a's from 11 subjects dat i took. i cant describe 2 u what a bad day it is. i nangis mcm dunia nie nk pecah. i cried mcm my heart goin 2 stop breathin. i cried mcm ibu kehilangan anak dia. n dat time i felt evrythin. i xpernah rsa sesedih 2. bila break up pn xrsa sesedih 2. rsa mcm all my hard work all this while hilang mcm 2. just varnish in da thin air. n afta dpt result 2 i xdpt rsa perasaan apa2 pn. just kesedihan. n a few days afta dat i dh xdpt rsa pape dh. i becomin mre moody. n cpt rsa sdey. pas2 a few days later i went out wif my frens. i liked one of my frens nyer kwan. time nk try talkin 2 him dia plak xlyan i. n i was like devastated sket lar. tp nk wat mcm mna kn.org dh xnk. so, i just hve 2 accept it n let it go lar.n dat time gak.i jdi sdey.it like i cant control my feelings anymre.:( a few days afta dat, my parents plak dtg lmbt amik i dri idi. 2hours late.i was damn sad dat day.tahu lar act bnda 2 bkn sngaja but stil. coz tgh emo lar ktakn. all i can do dat time was cryin. nk rsa mrah pn xleh. da feeling of cpt sdey n kuat nangis ni makin mejadi2. need 2 control it act.aihhh.. i need 2 find sumthin dat will make happy n gedix2 blk. aihh.sumthin or sum1...i need u..wa.merepek lar plak skrg nie.haha.

tension day~! due to jpj test...:(

hari yg sungguh tension. pgi2 tue abg 2 dh lar ambik lambat.i had 2 wait 4 45mins.aihh.kja aku lately asyk tnggu org jer.kira dh jdi pnyabar lar.haha.:P

pas2 bila smpai idi.kna plak tnggu lgi. 9.10am smpai idi. 11 sumthin bru start.wat a bad day act. aihh.nasib baek dpt jpj tester yg baek.haha.so aku,pas for bahagian 1 n 2. hehe.trus jdi happy day plak. so, act u hve 2 believe dat setiap kesusahan 2 act ada kesenangan dia. apa2 pn. im so glad dat i pass the test~!!wohooo~!!:P

ting, yen n me kt bukit hijau during junior;s burfday on the 14th of march. we all pegi gan choong.he drove us ther naik mercs lgi.aih. sbar jer.haha.:) we went ther wif 7cars kot. wat a day act. best gla time diaorg racing n ktaorg kt belakang sparuh nk mati.haha.tp mmg a great day lar.pity nisha cant follow us dat day.:(

wat a fun n dangerous day it is.~!!!

living in melbourne wif my aunt n her family~!!

this my current family in melburne,australia. yg tgh tunjuk her tongue together wif me is my kazen,hana.she's 4years old. so basically, if she bgun lmbt in the mornin n her dad is out she will cme into my room n wake me up. aihh. kdang2 tension gak~!!.haha. tp nk wat mcm mna she cant stand being alone by herself...stil baby lgi dia ckp~!!.hehe.perasan tul.haha. so, act i suppose 2 babysit her lar konon.tp dia nie pelik sket. dia kdang2 jer likes me n sumtimes she hates me like im her anemy.bila she hates me i get reali annoyed. tp she can b reali sweet n adorable at times. kids~!! normal lar tue..:)

the lady sittin next to me nie is my aunt. i call her alang. she's a doctor. she's studyin in hosp st vincent kt melbourne city. she's doin her subspecialist. she yg encourage me not 2 b a doc. dia kta doc kindda leceh. tp she's a doc.aihh. pelik tul. the kid yg tgh showin his teeth tue naqi,my kazen. dia nie basically likes to draw alot. everyday pas blk umah surely akn selongkar umah cari kertas.pas dh habis lukis he will leave everythin smpai bersepah.pas2 dtg lar my uncle mrah2 suruh dia kemas. n 1 thing i like abot him dat he bleh tgk korean drama wif me.yg lain cant watchin it.hehe.dey get annoyed. aihh.ssh tul.dowhh.~!!

the guy dat was holdin a camera video tue is my uncle. so, for now he's currently not workin. he's a stayin home dad. he does the laundry,cookin, fetchin up his children from skwl. so, kira evryday i stay home wif hm n hana coz hana xleh msuk kinder lgi. eventhough my aunt nk dia msuk kinder. coz kt sni dia ikut bln. she lmbt 1 month utk kira as 4years old. pity her. duk umah main gan her dad jer.aihh.pdhal she wants 2 go to kinder. the boy who's wearin da cap tue is my kazen,ajim. dia nie klu mrah tnsion tul. ska blk brg2.aihh.i hate guys baling2 brg when dey angry.aihh. n he talks alot tue. dia nie xmature lgi. ska jkin around gan adk2 dia. he's in grade 6 dis year.while naqi is in grade 2.