missing everyone..even though u guys r not always at my side.

i left two days more until i enter uitm shah alam for asasi sains. today, after i took my pics from kodak. i put it in one album that i bought it personally for me to take it to uitm as memories of my family and beloved friends. as i glared through the pics i was beginning to feel like crying. i felt that my eyes was fulled with tears. but i couldnt cry because even though, i cry it wouldnt change anything. as i flip through the album i saw our pics. hehe. time my friends and i went to genting. wow,when u looked into the pics, i could see that all of us was having so much fun there.hehe. but i cannot repeat that moments if i want to. just that we can do another trip or reunion to other places. it would be nice dont u think so. it would be fun if we can spend some on an island.haha. it would be a great reunion.hehe. then, i saw few picx of my family in indonesia and my picx in australia.aihh. u guys couldnt imagine how much i love australia. such a lovely place. the scenery was a sight to behold. the people was amazing. but during the time i was in aus i counted my days there. hehe. since, it was the first time i was far apart from my parents. but i learnt so many things from my experience there. now, im going to count my days to uitm. hehe. feel like im growing up. and i feel it like it is too fast. but, i couldnt stop it. it will keep continue. but one thing for sure, i will be missing all of u. it is hard to find someone out there that u can trust like i trust all of my family and my friends. but i need to learn that. i really hope everything is going to be fine. i'll be there alone i guess with no one that i know of. i will survive there. dont u guys worry. im a big gal. i could handle it if i put my mind to it.hehe. u'll be seeing me in the library more often later on.haha.

p/s: i love u guys so much. thanks for supporting me and being my friend all this while. i love u guys with all my heart. every moments we had together, i'll cheerish it. coz i noe that i couldnt find other friends like u guys. u guys are the apple of my eye.

thinking~!!

yest, my grandma wat lar kenduri doa selamat sket for me yg nk g asasi sains uitm kat shah alam. pas2 wat sekali kenduri utk dia. mntak supaya she cpt sihat lar. she kn sakit. dia ada diabetes. so, kna wat dialysis n all. and recently, dia kna cut her vein on her right arm. pity her.sakit kot. smpai darah tue dripping and all. so, mntak supaya she cpt shat lar,. xyah nk susah2 cut her vein and all lgi. pas2, tiba2 blk umah mlm tue. i trpk whether i reali do wan to do dentistry. suddenly, out of nowhere. tiba2 jer. rsa mcm maybe i'll accept the petronas scholarship for business. i xtahu lar. whether i can cope gan asasi tue.takut pn takut. i takut im not that strong as i think i am. tp my parents kta lebih baek wat asasi for dentistry.hurmm. dia kta they prefer me to take profesional course. coz lepas ni ada keja n all. kuar2 dh ada keja. mcm mna ek? do i reali wanna do this. all my life, act i xtahu wat i should be. coz i rsa mcm im not that strong to handle it.but my parents think that i can. i xnk for my whole life i kja just to please my parents. mcm mna ek? im reali wonder lar. how, ppl can noe what they wanna do. im reali confuse rite now. hurmm. bcoz for me i will like to take something yg i can think out of the box. i ska wat business act. but i xberani ambik that risiko. coz takut lpas graduate i xada job nnti. pas2 kna mrah gan my parents. they said, why skrg tiba2 nk change my mind. and i was like ntah lar. suddently, i trpk that way.aihh.. i hope ALLAH bukakkn my mind to accept the fact that i should be a dentist.aihh.

so many things that i need to be prepared of.wa.. TENSION~!

Tension tul. dulu masa nk msuk matriks pnya lar excited.pas2 now, bila i need to prepare all those stuffs that i will be needed later on.rsa mcm tension plak. need to go shopping. and its kindda need alot of money.aihh. aku plg benci mintak duit.n reali pity my parents bila kna kuar duit. and plg pity is that nowan will be at home. except for both of them only. since my only and sayang bro ada kt mrsm taiping. so, mesti diaorg boring duk umah sendri. pityful.=(.xper if i got time i blk slalu.hehe. if i can.dh lar duduk kt hulu.PERLIS plak tue.haha. but now, im stil waitin for upu. mna tahu if i can get.if im lucky enough lar. skrgkn org pndai2. so, need to compete n stuff. aihh. tension tul. but i will pray to ALLAH that if anything happen pn. if i di hantar ke mna2 tmpt pn. xper. AS LONG AS I CAN CATCH UP WITH ALL MY STUDIES. and I REALLI HOPE I CAN BE A DENTIST. A SUCCESSFUL WAN.

ding dong~!! =)

Between Us

Somewhere and somehow i could feel you,

trying to make me fall for you,

but i cant accept that fact,

coz i know in my heart,

we can only be friends,

friends until the end,

but i know that maybe you cant accept that fact

im scared that one day you will leave me for another gal,

even though i cant say it out loud,

but deep inside there's sumthin special about you,

that i cant describe it,

so, for now i think we should just stay as friends

coz i believe that love as a friend is

more lasting and

i hope that you will understand the situation,

between us.

he's just not that into you~!!

here is some tips for the gals out there that are searching for the right guy~!!

here is some review and tips that i get by watching the latest movie, he's just not that into you~!

he's just not that into you~!!

1. 
   
   if you went out with him on a date and after a few days after that he didnt call you.that means he's reali not into you. so, for the gals out there just forget about the guy that didnt call u back after the 1st date. its not worth it if you wait for him~!!


2. 
   
   if you meet a new guy and the guy did ask for your number and he gives he's number too to you but he didnt let you know when he's going to call.( that means he's reali just being polite by taking ur number because he just don't want to let you down. so, basically just forget about this dude~! coz he wouldnt call u back.~!!)


3. 
   
   if he's done something wrong or something that you realli hate such as smoking., even though he knew that your dad died due to the lung cancer.( that means he's totally not for you because he's doesn't seem to care about your feelings.)


4. 
   
   if he cheated on you with another gal, and he offers himself to move out. (that means he's realli not into you anymore because he's trying to get out from you.)

how to know whether the guy is into you??!!

1. 
   
   he calls you after your 1st date and say something like he had some wonderful time with you on your 1st date. ( he's totally into u babe~!! haha so, better keep your mind alert because maybe he will asks you for another date..=)


2. 
   
   if he picks up your call even though he's with another gal. ( that could be a sign of he's into you~!! so, you better watch out. maybe you will see some flowers at infront of your house~!!=)


3. 
   
   if he asks you for another date after your 1st date( he likes u babe~!! your in his lists.hehe)


4. 
   
   if he listens to your problems and gives you some good advise ( he's falling for you~! but there could be just a sign of friends. so, you reali need more signs than this one.


5. 
   
   the most important thing is that he calls you when you didnt get back to him after you said you will call him back later on. it shows that he's reali reali reali into you when he come to your house instead if you didnt get back to him ( he's just worry about you and that means he's reali fallen in love with you~!! how sweet is that right.hehe.)

so, here is some guide lines for the gals out there is searching for MR RIGHT. if they reali do exist.haha. so, gudluck with that kay~!! =) and
please leave your comments after reading this kay~!!.

im going to wait for u~!!

do u ever believe in love at the first sight? i used not to, dlu. but then after i saw him and we had some wonderful conversations then i started to believe in love at the first sight. all of this happened during educamp petronas. mula2 i mcm xnk pgi lar. coz im so not good in mingling wif others but then since nisha oso pgi. so, i was like just give it a shot lar and plus i wanna hve fun gan nisha. cuci mata tgk cute guys.haha. as usual.haha. pas2, dat saturday nite, 11th april estimated 10.30pm. a cute guy nama MOHD HAFIZ from Johor approached me. the first question he asked me was 'boleh wat xexam maths tdi?' . and then, we started to talk non-stop. we laughed at each others jokes. he told me about himself. asking me what course did i apply for the interview and stuffs. and asking me how long have i been wearing the braces. at that time, bus drivers semua suruh naik bus but then dia xnk. he mcm insisted in talking to me since i told him that i was waiting for hanisha to finish up her science and maths test. we talked kindda long until we can get along really well with each other. and at that time he trpaksa naik the bus coz scared xada bus dh for him later on. then, he said jumpa lgi esk. and i was like okie c u tomorrow. then, he came back and said that if we xjmpa tomorrow, dia wanna wish me gudluck 4 da interview. and i just said same u too~!! how stupid am i? and then, i just pusing belakang and walked away~!! another stupid move~!! wa.. and im so regretting it now.... and paling bodoh sekali is that i didnt ask for his no. aihh.. now, im regretting every minute of it. every day after that day i keep on thinking about him. about our conversations. and somehow that i feel that we are meant for each other. and every day afta that day i wish that i could repeat back that moment when he approach me asking me how was the test... but i noe it wouldnt happen again. and it is just some fake hope.. im going to remember this moment for eva

Im goin to wait for u~!

thanks nisha for bringing me out~!!wohoo~!(:

okie,basically today actually i don't have any plans.but then,around 11.ooam,nisha called me and asked me to go out with her.and at that time i was not prepared yet.since i was still on my bed. sleeping.so, u get the picture that i just only woke up when nisha called me.haha.what to do.its holiday time what.but,if nisha didnt call me and ask me out surely i'll be in bed snoozzing back to sleep. so, back to my story, nisha and i reached sunway around 12.00 at noon. btw, nisha drove us there.hehe.me and nisha alone.when my mum knew about that, she called me right away just to ask whether we safely reach.and asked nisha not to drive to fast.haha.mom~!!.what to do.they always like that.hehe.then, we booked our tickets.the confessions of a shopaholic.after that, we had our lunch at kopitiam junction since i didnt take any breakfast yet.i was starving at that time.hehe.nearly finished up the food.the food was in a big portion.so, u get the picture.that i was fulled like hell.hehe.(:.. after that, we walked around the mall until 1.30pm (the movie started at that time) the cinema was well.totally peopless.haha.if ada lar that word.haha.a few people only watched the movie,not even 10 people~!! we kind of lucky because there was a few people there. the movie was damn awesome~!! cool like hell.if i can rate it.i'll give it 10 over 10.hehe.damn nice.full of love, sadness, romantic, angry, and it was very funny indeed.hehe.to all people out there.please do watch the show ~!!.haha promoting the show plak. the producer should pay me for this.haha.:)