updating things that i did on my birthday. ;D

read this post from down to up kay~!! huhu. sorryy for the inconvenient. :D

syafeena pn ada.haha. kesian dia. asked her to come jusco early kot.dh lar dia xtau jln.haha.kesian tul.huhu. bt thanks coz dtg to clbrate my birthday~!!.hehe..ktaorg mkn kedai siam.xigt nma kdai tue.huhu.coz shikin nk sgt mkn ikan apa ntah.lpa plak.ala, ikan yg slalu ada kt kdai2 siam tue.haha. pas2, i nk mkn tom yam.huhu.sdap kot.huhu. yummyy. full mkn kt c2.huhu.pas2, ktaorg headed to shikin's hse. sent her bck home. then, went to sunway~!! wohoo.tgk pelham 123 gn diaorg n mak syafeena skali.mak dia sporting gla kot.bt pity her mom n her coz kna blk awl. pas2, went to fetched my mom.hehe. tgk2 my mom kt kpj bm.aihh. i dh lar dunnoe the direction.haha.end up,pgi blk ker jusco bli BIGG APPLLE~!! huhu. ting n jwa bli secret recipe~!! mkn2 while waiting 4 my mom to arrive.after she arrived we headed home~!!. tp byk present kot~!!hehe. ;D.thanks u guys~!! love u guys so mucchh~!! huggsss nn kisssesss~!!

time kt toilet gan nj~!! wah.. i reallii reallli mishhh her alott~~!! liyana too.aihh.slalu dpt hang out skali. even though kta jauh wif each other, tp we stil love each other n besties 4 ever. ;D. bt this time, liyana xcuti, so, xleh nk lpak skali.aihh~!! too bad..


















time ambik shikin~!! jmpa diaorg time cuti jer.aihh. xbest tul. even though, dkt gan shikin. bt then, stil xsmpat nk jmpa. study asasi nie tiring n u dun hve time 4 urself.kna catch up byk kot.aihh. xper lar.just 1year. kna make full of it lar~!! coz akn tntukn whether im takin medic or dentistry.huhu. :D



















okie, after mkn kt subaidah,pergi kt keta. tgk2 keta kna tahi burung~!! gross gila~!!! dh ar byk.klu sket lain ar cter. sbar jer~!! pas2, g umah shikin. had to fetch her plak.huhu.birthday gal kna fetch gan rmai org. aihh.birthday gal jdi driver.ish2.. pity me..wa.. hehe.xada arr. im so glad diaorg leh kuar. klu xclbrate sorang ar.aihh. sbar jer. ;) love them sooo muccchh.. pas2, pnjam paip kt umah shikin.haha. cuci my mom's car dlu.karang bising plak dia~!!.huhu.






















i woke up early .haha. birthday gal lar katakn.haha.no lar. not so rjin.huhu. woke up early coz kna send my mom to her work place.b4 dat, i fetched ting 1st.haha. i fetched her at 7.30am.haha. early kn?huhu. she kna wake up early bcoz of me.haha. after sent my mom, go fetched jawahir~!!.wohoo.kesian dia. janji at 9, bt i fetched her at 8.15.huhu.kjam i on my birthday.huhu. pas2, bwk diaorg g subaidah.breakfast sma2.huhu.lma dh xwat mcm tue. n ktaorg mkn byk gila kot~!!.kta nk diet.sbar jer.aihh.. ;D

18th birthday- im oldddd..add more wrinklessss..

these are my presents from my frens. they gave it to me on my birthday. act kitaorg ada lpak outside - jusco, n sunway carnival~!! . snap alot of pixs. but my camera usb ada kt my bro. so, xleh nk upload pix. bt when, dh dpt i upload kay~!!. dun worry peeps, i will update to u things that i've done on my birthday kay. hehe. just wait n c. the theme colour for this year birthday~!! choc~!! except for the cute keychains~!! like the presents ALOT~!! love u guys so muchh.n soie for the names that i didnt mentioned. ;D

special thanks to~~~~

• jawahir for those cute keychains~!! :D
• shikin, ifni for the cutttee teddy~!!. i've always want 1 from my frens.hehe.
• ting,yen and safwan for the bathroom decoration~!! so adorable. ;D
• syafeena for givin me some money to buy the sandle. love the sandle alot~!.haha. ;D

full of sadness in my life~!

pls dun go~!! im begging you...... y ppl have to come n go just like that.. im sick of feeling this way. feeling sad all the time. Allah mmg wanna test me. wanna noe whether im strong enough or not. im not that strong as u think im. i couldnt bare seeing her go.. she's the closest wan i hve. y her. i just didnt feel the same anymore.. i think im changin to ppl that i dunnoe. to ppl who doesnt hve feelings anymore. every single day i have to face thru the same thing. sometimes, i just wanna let it go. bt when i think about my parents, then only i start to become stronger. its true wat ppl say that " that the only person u can rely on is ur parents n family.frens can just come n go.whether u wan it or not.. it will still happen."

bored+stress+homesick

mama, abah... mishing u so muccchhh.. i miss the tasty food, im mish my astro, i mish my room.. i mish everythin at home~!!!

tired of studyin.. need to catch up wif my studies. im so good this weekend xkuar mna2 pun. mama, abah should be proud of me.haha.

btw, mama, abah.. thanks for the line n broadband.. love ya guys so much.. cant wait 2 meet u guys sems break.. tunggu lar kepulangan anak mu ni.hehe

more updates on my life in uitm shah alam,;D

nie aliza but we all call her ally. she's reali fun 2 be wif. funny gla kot. boleh gelak terbahak2 lpak gan dia. ;D. she dpt scholar mara bt she didnt take it.myb she takut she's goin 2 mish us kot.haha. love ya ally. thanks for stayin here. ;)

beside ally and me nie is our lecturer, miss siti hajar. cutekn dia? lecturer bio yg sporting habis. dh lar fun to be wif . summre bila dia ajar dlm kelas mmg bleh pham lar. btw, she's only 22 years old.haha. spa2 nk ngorat tell me.i recommend to her later on.huhu.

haha. nie lar pix time we all tgh tunggu nk msuk klas chemi kt luar lecture hall. ada 1 jer interframe pix nie.haha. guess who?? hurmm..btw, yg pkai bju kurung 2 org 2 are kamilah n quyah or lebih manja dipnggil ququ.hehe. new nick name. we need to find ne nick for kamilah plak.haha.

beside me is athirah. very close to her. kira klu pergi mna2 always wif her. bt then, she dh pndh intect. how sad is that. hurmm. cant do much act. she dpt scholar jpa g ireland. wat dentistry.dh lar dpt course yg i nk.sbar jer.huhu.love ya..

act, this is the best pix. the only pix wif the 5 of us. how sad is that, pasnie xleh nk snap pix 5 ppl dh since tyra pn dh xada kt class. i pn dpt lab partner bru 4 chemi, faatin.huhu. tp xsebest doin lab wif thyra lar..goin 2 mish ya...but we can still meet outside. hehe lpak sma2. ;D

life in uitm shah alam..

okie, let me tell u guys basically what happened to me in uitm shah alam. my roomates ( cam, ain and najah) very nice indeed.hehe. i kindda can get along with them. im stuck in class m. fyi, thats the last class.hehe. few frens of mine in class m are athirah, quyah, aliza, and kamilah. they are so friendly. they are so cool, funny and daaammnnn noisssyyy~!!haha. actually, in class im the talkative wan. always talk non-stop. but during lecture i will hear and let the lecturer do all the talking.haha. the four of us are kindda noisy gila until maybe ada people envy us. but for my tutorial class. what can i say. i dont really like the class. coz most of my friends are in tutorial 1 and im stuck in tutorial 2. aihh. maybe there's something hidden behind it.hurmm. its not fair actually. aihh. i always need to walk alone for tutorial and lab. hurmm. self pity actually.but what to do. i asked my maths lecturer, she let me join tutorial class for group 1. hurmm. at least i got to change 1 subject to tutorial group 1.im goin to try to change for other tutorials and labs. i hope i can change all of them.hehe.

missing everyone..even though u guys r not always at my side.

i left two days more until i enter uitm shah alam for asasi sains. today, after i took my pics from kodak. i put it in one album that i bought it personally for me to take it to uitm as memories of my family and beloved friends. as i glared through the pics i was beginning to feel like crying. i felt that my eyes was fulled with tears. but i couldnt cry because even though, i cry it wouldnt change anything. as i flip through the album i saw our pics. hehe. time my friends and i went to genting. wow,when u looked into the pics, i could see that all of us was having so much fun there.hehe. but i cannot repeat that moments if i want to. just that we can do another trip or reunion to other places. it would be nice dont u think so. it would be fun if we can spend some on an island.haha. it would be a great reunion.hehe. then, i saw few picx of my family in indonesia and my picx in australia.aihh. u guys couldnt imagine how much i love australia. such a lovely place. the scenery was a sight to behold. the people was amazing. but during the time i was in aus i counted my days there. hehe. since, it was the first time i was far apart from my parents. but i learnt so many things from my experience there. now, im going to count my days to uitm. hehe. feel like im growing up. and i feel it like it is too fast. but, i couldnt stop it. it will keep continue. but one thing for sure, i will be missing all of u. it is hard to find someone out there that u can trust like i trust all of my family and my friends. but i need to learn that. i really hope everything is going to be fine. i'll be there alone i guess with no one that i know of. i will survive there. dont u guys worry. im a big gal. i could handle it if i put my mind to it.hehe. u'll be seeing me in the library more often later on.haha.

p/s: i love u guys so much. thanks for supporting me and being my friend all this while. i love u guys with all my heart. every moments we had together, i'll cheerish it. coz i noe that i couldnt find other friends like u guys. u guys are the apple of my eye.