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Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

now, i dont really know how to express myself anymore. i just know how to type it out. dang!

sengalness

jealousy strikes.

okay, im jealous of those who have boyfriends and can celebrate their new years together. shoot, im 20 and i dont even have one~! arghh, i dont think i'll be celebrating it this year. how sad. how sad. your turning 20 and you dont have a boyfriend and you dont even celebrate new year~!!! . sedeynye. :(((((((((

learning

you need to know where you stand in someone's heart, so that you wouldnt make the same mistake all over again.

sometimes

sometimes, i think that you deserve a better person then me. thats what i always tell myself.

inspiration

i need inspiration, i need someone to make me smile and laugh when i feel like breaking down. sometimes, i just need that. you no need to be always there but just once in awhile when i feel like telling how i feel and talk to me anything rather than just dentistry. kadang2 boring jgak, my life dikelilingi oleh dentistry students je. serious they are fun, but i need other that dentistry. huhu. im trying hard each day. tido pn dh sekejap. really am trying hard. i dont think much about fun anymore just that i want to pass and i feel like going back home. i miss those people at home who always care for me. imissyou guyss.

2nd sem.

Im in second sem already peeps. i hope it will be a better one than last sem. i hope there's no trials and tribulations that i cant face it. God, please go easy on me. I need to focus. Focus more than ever. Everyday i fight the urge to not to study. Everyday i'll try to study like there's no tomorrow insyaAllah. i just need the strength to face all of this. i need the brain and strength. wow, thats really hard. aihh. i just gonna keep on trying and praying. Hoping for the best from God.

First day of Second sem, kena basuh by the senior. He told us to study hard. Second sem is not for playing anymore. Its for you to focus. Like every year second sem is the most important sem. Datang2 je class dpt timetable. In 6 weeks time exam 2.1 is coming. thats the most important exam. you need to pass so that you can enter finals. if not you dont even stand a chance. im going to study hard for me. pls pray for me. aihh.

p/s: apa2 yang berlaku kat kite ade hikmahnye. sometimes, God didnt answer our wishes because He wants us to ask more and be closer to him. He wants to see whether we are sincere in asking it or not. As long as you try your hardest and pray. InsyaAllah, Allah grant the wishes
You just need to believe.

im done with it

im done with it. im stronger than i look. i will try my best next sem. im going to change. no more talking nonsense. my future and dreams rely on my next sem. dont ever give up.

First thing to do : ask forgiveness to Allah and everyone.

so, to anyone that is reading my blog. im totally sorry if i ever done anything that hurt your feelings or anything that i did before that is still bothering you guys until now. im trully am sorry. i'll try not to repeat it again. sorry sorry sorry people.

stressss!!

shoot lar, why lar maxilla 1st molar susah sgt nk carve, cepat lar habis. i couldnt stand seeing you anymoreeeeee. :(. arghhhhh, sakitnye hati wat bnde nihhh. asl lar your occlussal susah sgt nk carve. dh ar ade 3 roots lgi ar mati akal nak carveeeeeee... damn you maxilla 1st molarr..

p/s : xyah bce this post pn xper, bebel sorang2 sbb bngang sgt. huhu. :)

i believe in Him

i didnt cry if your worrying about that, hey. its your choice. for me, im leaving it everything to God. God always knows the best for us. Maybe, God met us for awhile so that we can learn something from each other. God, has already plans good things for both of us. If your already find my replacement which i can see that, its okie. you no need to hide it pun. im gonna be fine. i believe in Him, he'll show me other roads and path to take then. He always does. :D. In my prayers, i always pray that i hope Allah will only open my heart to my jodoh. So, its okie. if your not mine maybe your somebody else. :). And i think you'll be a good one to who ever she is in the future.

InsyaAllah, as long as we believe and pray everything will turn out well. :)

few trips of mine. :)

hey, my name is Raffar. Im 1 and half years old. :). i love to eat bread. And i have 4 older sisters and 2 big brothers above me. Soon, i'll be having a younger sister. wow, i cant wait. :D. Above me, is my 2 and half year old brother who really do like to bully me. :(.

this is my brother, can you see the resemblance. huhu. :). i love him alot. he's just 1 year older than me. thats, why i love him. :). even though, i always kne bully by him. he hates giving me a ride. he said, im heavy. he cant cycle if im sitting at the back. so sad.

Then, one day. Kak Nabila came to rescue. She trick my abang by pretending to bring me back home. i even salam everyone to go back with her. actually i do like to go back with her. When, all my sisters want to take me back, i refused to go back. i like being held by Kak Nabila ( gile perasaan. :D). my abang cried so loud until i cant bare hearing to it, ouuuuccccchhhh. Suddenly he felt like crying plak when Kak Nabila came to get me. Daaaaa... always bullied me but in the end love me dlm diam2. hahaha. i guess thats what siblings do. they dont want to express their feelings. Then, Kak Nabila gave one condition to my abang, if Kak Nabila let me stay, my abang needs to give me rides more often. Out of nowhere, my abang eagerly said yes. he would as long as Raffar can stay beside me. aaaawwwww, after hearing that, i feel like crying.. :(. he loves me. he loves me. he really do. :). im so relieved to hear that. Then, he cycled and let me sit at the backkk.. At last.. :D

here a picture, that i forced the abang to smile. damn kejam. hahaha. :D. bdk ni masam sgt. chill lar. nonit to be that serious. :) bdk lagi kot. :D


i love you little kid even if we only meet for while. :)


P/s: cter ni ade byk ditokok tambah. haha, act xigt sgt wat happen. but, the point is abg dia nnges gile2 xnk bgi i bring the sister balik. hehe, the funny part was, bdk kecik even salam the mother and sat in the car d. boleh plak. xde dia kisahh. bile abg dia ambik bru dia nk. so sweet right? aihh, msti rapat gan abg dia nnti. :).

life

fairytales

i just wanna learn how to love, fall and love again. maybe thats all life is all about. :)

for some reason, if i never learn how to love and fall i might not gonna find my true everlasting love. :P

my prince charming is out there searching for his half soul. And his half soul is me~!:)

how to get approval from Mama. :)

Mama and I watched Wanita Hari Ini if im not mistaken, then we saw Ashraf Muslim. He was on air for changing to become a more religious person. then, the conversation starts.

Me : wah, handsomenye dia. :)

Mama : i like him. Dah lar handsome, beragama plak tue.

Me : in my heart goes like, " eh, mama xpernah suke the guys that i like. normally we will argue saying, eeeyy, xhandsome pn. dia ni lagi handsome and so on.... bla, bla, bla.

Mama : Kalau macam dia mama suke. Nak cari pn kne ar cari macam this type of person. Jangan ar cari laki yg harapkn handsome je, agama tak de.

Me : owhh, kay mama. my heart goes like " since when we ever talk about BOYS~!! nak je cakap to her that im not into handsome guys pun, i dunnoe why. but, im just not. as long as the person have good heart thats all i care about.





but, i like youuuu, gossshhh ur so handsome. :D

rare occasion. ;)

naughty kids running around at my mom's garden. they love to catch the fishes in my mom's pond. end up soaking wet in the end. they are really smart, they caught the fishes without using any net. they caught them with some plastic that they found in the kitchen.smart but naughty. always asking for money. one of them, even sang me a song with money in it. spoil brat. always think about money~!! so not goodddd. :)


forced me to take them to 7e, bdk kecik btul. they like to spend money on things like stupid battle card. dh lar expensive the cards. collect them then throw them away. no wonder my aunt move to a place where's the nearest shop is like 8 km away. haha. but, they make my day. :)



rare occasion, i found it very fascinating and peculiar at the same time. :). picnic in my new house. hell of fun with small cousins around playing and running non stop, my family, aunt and uncle and grandma too. ;). i just love family day. :D

do what ever you want

do what ever you want, i dunwan to know anymore. go away.

:'(

i cant sleep. so, i started to cry. cry again. please stop. there's nothing much you can do by the way. it just happen. we cant control this type of feelings. i just want to sleep and forget everything that happened. why did i do that? why did i read? why? :'(. maybe im just stupid and xpernah belajar from mistake. so, i finally understand. i want to be invisible and heartless please. :'(

change

i just want to grow old with my parents by my side and lots of adopted kids. :). but, my parents will kill me if i tell them. haha. life is so unpredictable. im not that open person. its hard for me to be opened to someone new. i dunnoe why, but it is hard. kesian gile wif ppl yg nk kawan wif me. i just dunnoe how to treat , react and talk to them. im scared it will turn out different way. no wonder semua org kata i sombong. im not that same person anymore. im so so sorry you guys. im not the same person i used to be. :(

i realise something

i finally get it, the things that you asked me, the things that you tell me. i finally get it. i'll be strong enough for all, i always do even it is hard in the beginning. i will. i finally understand.

random again. :)

im bored, and while waiting for my movies to buffer i shall tell you guys about things that i truly want in life. that doesnt mean that i can get them. :)

1. Porsche cayenne


my dream car. :). as if i have lots of money to buy one. i would like to own this when i have my own family later on. :)

2. owning my own chocolate shop

weird right, but i seriously heart choc alot~! :). a dentist - to - be wants to own a chocolate shop. haha, funny but i love them so much. one thing about choc that is that when your sad and feel miserable about yourself, the only thing that can cheer you up faster and efficiently is choc. they will always be there whenever your sad, moody or happy. they will never let you down like others. they will stick by you like a glue. :).


3. do you see a map?


haha, sorry, i cant find a map that is clear enough for you guys to see. this is a Europe 's map. i would like to go there one day. if possible, i would like to do my master there. :). i want to travel all around the world, and the first place i would like to start with is europe. :)

random. :)

random. :)

whatsoever

I am not the kind of girl
Who should be rudely barging in
On a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boy
Who should be marrying the wrong girl

I sneak in and see your friends
And her snotty little family
All dressed in pastel

And she is yelling at a bridesmaid
Somewhere back inside a room
Wearing a gown shaped like a pastry

This is surely not
What you thought it would be
I lose myself in a daydream
Where I stand and say:

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

Fun gestures are exchanged
And the organ starts to play
A song that sounds like a death march

And I am hiding in the curtains
It seems I was uninvited
By your lovely bride-to-be

She floats down the aisle
Like a pageant queen
But I know you wish it was me
You wish it was me, don't you?

Don't say yes, run away now
I'll meet you when you're out
Of the church at the back door

Don't wait or say a single vow
You need to hear me out
And they said "speak now"

i dun think i can see eye to eye with you anymore. skrg tgur sket je msti nak gaduh. rilex ar.

flowing

i cry more often nowadays,i dunnoe why. but it just happened. easily feel sad and easily cry. why is it my heart is so unhappy? hurmm. i wish i could smile like before. lately, my smiles oso macam fake. susah gile nk smile skrg. i think i lost my happy soul. now, it only full with sadness and sorrow. i wish i was heartless and invisible pls~!!